Before you read this I have been running this all through my head as I am not the type of person to bad mouth or cast judgement on people and I was not going to share this here on my blog, but I just had to, to help me along the way. It helps to write things down.........doesn't it? call it my online journal and therapy all rolled into one.
At the moment I am going through some real inner turmoil, tossing and turning wondering where my life is heading. I have a partner who has just up and left and been living somewhere else to only come home when our daughters need to be somewhere. I feel fortunate that I do not drive as my daughters may not be getting any time with their father at all. I have sensed our relationship breakdown over the last, say 10 months. At times I am finding it really hard with my emotions. What do you do after 20 years together and then it all falls apart?
Today I am finding it tough and I really would like to find a job and start living my own life with my daughters. At the moment I am in limbo, not knowing which way to go. But the one thing I do know is that I love blogging and will always continue to do so. what an emotional roller coaster I have been on this year with the sadness of losing my father, the joy of my brother getting engaged and marrying April next year. I am so happy for him and his gorgeous wife and children.
0 komentar:
Posting Komentar